Thank you for all your love and support. It means so much to me. Yesterday, I only had one thing in mind and that was to destroy one person, who means a great deal to me. I was hurting in the worst possible way. I didn't realize it didn't just hurt me, it hurt those we love and for that I'm sorry. Please forgive me for my ugliness, cause ya'll know I'm crazy, but through our Heavenly Father, I testify of of miracle of forgiveness. Only in his love, I gain strength to get through this. I love you all. You all mean so much to me. You have no idea how much your friendship/relationship means to me. Thank you again.